don't want this to continue. It's starting to hurt too much again. I don't know what to do. I'm looking forward to seing him but at the same time I know it's only going to make me sad again.

Sami called me yesterday evening. He told me that the situation with Sara isn't good. I'm worried that she's gonna be pissed at me for putting this situation in her face. I hope I'll meet her soon and she'll tell me it's fine. I bet it's gonna be a bit messy. And I should really finish my work soon, because i'm quite tired and stressed (not because of this though).

Friday night and I'm already back home. Yay. I went out with Christina, Steff and Steff's to friend. We ended up in a nice place called Bar für Grosse (bar for tall people). was quite funny there. Then we went to this bar that was having a hentai night. Christina, Steff and I were the only women there (Steff's friend had left already). The guys were quite horny Luckily I already had to leave before anything wouldve happened. I'm so exhausted. I want to finish my work now so I finally have some space to breath in. And I want to keep my motivation to move forward with my art-work.