I'm so happy to be back in Basel. And that I now have a very well-paid job. And that there is a lot happening. And loads of friends nearby.

On Friday I'll be seeing Sämi again after five months. I'm really looking forward to it. to it. It's so weird how you can miss someone so much and still be so happy with your own life. I'm also really excited about my thesis. I'm currently. working on the visualisations for my thesis project. I think it's going to be great.

Haven't been this happy in such a long time. Had a very nice weekend, meeting old friends and seeing new ones. Had so much fun. On Friday I went to an open studio at the Kunsthochschule, there was a house party, I met Lisa, we played snap, danced, talked. Later, I selebrated with all the others outside, we talked a lot. Was nice. I met Valérie and her girlfriends, I talked to Adriana, I met the Swedish girl from course who also went to ETH, we talked about our experiences. I had a good conversation with Manu who studies Computer Science. My head hurt a little from all these conversations. And I was desperately thirsty all night because I had been sick for more than a week. Still, I felt like I wanted to get to know more people. I feel like there are so many things I want to know about. I was happy to see all my old friends from Basel again. Julie, Zelia, Lucia, Linda, Manu, Nastasia, Peter, Timo, Yani. I was happy to see Lisa. I was happy to meet new people like Babo, who is a trans Man who studies at the Kunsthochschule, or Anna who studied at the schod to work with computer vision. I went to bed realluy late and had to get up early to go to the open studios at the Uni. I met sämi there. We went to a café and talked a little. I missed him. I took the train back to Zurich with Martin and we talked about the fact that we wanted to go to ETH. Then he told me that he knew a guy who went to ETH and he had met him through a friend of his brother's that was on the same course. That was me. Argh. I was so embarassed. I knew exactly who he was talking about. And I knew that he had probably already recognised me on Friday night. I don't want to be this person. I was so embarassed when Martin told me about it that I felt like I wanted to hide. I know I need to get used to this. But it's not easy.

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really much want to meet Sämi again. I'm so much looking forward to his concert on Friday. I hope he won't just ignore me. And I hope I can control myself. I'm so excited to see all my friends again. Anxiously waiting for Friday to come.